Status stopp....

Ok siden eg har fått totalt skrivesperre for tida, så går eg over til å skrive om det alle andre skriver om, nemlig det dagligdagse liv. Nå for tida så driv mesteparten av gjengen heima med å lage innbydelseskort for konfirmasjonen til neste sommar. Siden vi ikkje er som alle andre så har vi laga alle forskjellige. Så det skal bli spennande å velge ut kvem skal få kva kort...
Konfirmasjonsdatoen er bestemt, 28.juli 2012, nå må eg berre ordna det praktiske.. som å komme oss dit hehehe, konfirmasjonskaker x 2, leie av lokaler etc etc ein uendeleg lang liste som håpentligvis gjør vinteren veldig kort.
Prinsessa i heimen har fått tre nye kjola i det siste, den eine finare enn den andre så det skal bli vanskelig å velge julekjolen i år. Eg skå prøva å få satt inn bilder av dei her. Har jammen tenkt på i det siste om eg skal prøve å selge slike kjoler, kanskje eg kan tjene noen ekstra kroner på det. Får sjå kva dere synest om kjolane først da.

 Prinsessekjole 1, lilla og kremfarga, heilt nydeleg.

 Denne valgte ho sjølv... men den var veldig fin

 Her måtte ho ha krone på også, fordi den er berre aldeles nydeleg

Då er spørsmålet, kva kjole skal ho bruke til jul? Kva synest dere?

Ender her for i dag, og lar dere ta ein avgjørelse.

Forward or backwards

Finally I got to work, 20 minutes late and I could see right away that this was going to continue beeing a bad day. I had not sat down when I was called into the bosses office. Lucky me I thought, now I will be definitly without a job.As I walked towards the office, I noticed that everyone was staring at me. Oh great, everybody knows that I am going to get fierd today. Just my luck as usual. Then I noticed the way they were staring at me, it was something in their faces that told me that maybe I was not getting fierd today, there was something else going on. What could that be, I had not been very good at my job lately, and well I was really bad doing my job at the moment, but still there was something not right. I got my suspision confirmed when I enterd the office. My boss was not alone, there were some high and powerful people there, some of them that I have never seen before. What is going on here? My mind was going in highgear, and my thoughts were just all over the place. "Pleace sit down Ms Savona." I just sat right down without saying a word, I was just staring arround me at all those mens in suit. "As you know Ms Savona this company has been going through some changes lately. We had to let som people go in the product department as well as here in the office, and we are now currently trying to establish new costumercontacts several places all over the world." I just felt that this was going a wrong way, and I just sat there and waiting for the you are fierd sentence. "We have been noticing some changes in your workefford lately and we are wondering that you might be bored, and that you are not getting work that suits your talents. Is that just about right ?" I could not come up with a single word, so I just knoght. He was really right for once. " Furthermore, we do not see that we have any use for you here at the office anymore. But we really find you intresting and your ideas are more intresting. So we want to offer you a new possision in the firm." What, did I hear him right? What is going on? Why me, I had nearly never talked to that man, unless he was talking about me showing up late. Now my head was really spinning. Before I could ask, he continued. " We want to offer you a job with one of our outside offices that managed a small part of the production. We really need to have someone out there that we can trust, and that can get the salesnumbers up. Someone that can come up with a lot of new ideas and plans about marketing those products. You don't have to answear today, but I need your answear within the next todays. This will mean that you will have to move there for a while, and you will have to give us a status update every month at first. " I really wanted to say yeas stright away, but then again it might seem so forward, and as we learned in school that could cost me some money if I said yes without thinking about it. In sted I stood up, shaked everybodys hands and said thank you all so mutch, I will think about it and get back to you whithin the next to days. As I walked out of the office I could not help myself, I had to smile a litle, just to see the reaction on everybody that was staring at the door.

My not so perfect day....

This day started like every other normal day. I woke up, looked outside, and went back to bed. Anouther rainy day, and my mood dropped down to zero again. Half an hour later I told myself that I really really had to get up. I was running late for work, again. I got ready, like those 5 minutes ready thing. You are stressed out, doing all the things at the same time, at the same time you are thinking about the things your are forgetting, right?
 I run outside, panicking. Will I loose my job today since this is, well, not the first time I am running late. I almost panic, what will I do without a job? Then as I was walking in the rain with my umbrella, I started to think through my life. Why am I always running, what am I running towards, or maybe away? Am I running away and not forward? I started to walk slower and slower. Have you ever seen rain on a sunny day, that comes up from the ground so that your umberella is wet inside? And the water is dripping into your head and you are wondering what is wrong with this picture? Well, that descripes my life at the moment. Nothing like it should be, and everything seemes to be going downhill. So, what could I alone do to change it.

You are getting the picture. I was having a crappy week, or maybe a bad month. At least I was starting to think about it, and reflect over my life. Now I just had to start doing something about it. There was so many stressed things happening in my life lately, and it just hit my like a big train all at the same time, as I was walking towards my work. To many unansweard questions, to many litle things that maybe was ment to give me some clue for what was about to happend. And as usual I was totally blind. When I look back, I know now that I should have stopped there and then, and turn, and run, run as fast as I could. Run and hide...

The beginning of the beginning

Most bloggers bloggs about their everyday thing, and their ups and downs. That was also mostly my plans also, until I found out that I was not willing to be like everyone else. I have never liked being like everyone else so why should I start now?
So for those of you that really wants to follow my blog, well my next input will be a start of a story. I do not know now how long it is going to be, or how long I will write each time, but I can tell you this. All the story will be fiction. Of course some of it will be taken from my life, or life of others but I will never mention their real name or places, and I will make sure that people will not reconice others. This is my first attempt to write something longer than to pages short story, or a poem so I hope  you will like it.
Here is a litle taste of what to come: Have you ever seen rain on a sunny day, that comes up from the ground so that your umberella is wet inside? And the water is dripping into your head and you are wondering what is wrong with this picture?

I end here for the day, hopefully it will not take a long time before I continue.
Have a nice day everybody and enjoy a beatiful Sunday.

Bibbi

My life

Ok now I am trying to blog too... decided to have it in english since it is to hard to write all the diffrent languaged my friends are talking... so sorry friends that are not so good in english.. you will have to try to understand it.  I had big plans today, I was going to study and study hard... and ended up in doing no study at all. Well, at least I sent som emails, and maybe we have finally decided the konfirmationday for our kids next summer. It will be most likely on 28 of july 2012... good day, ye I think so. So now I am trying to let every friends and family now so they kan eather say yes great day, or say no this day wont work at all...


This is me trying to blog about my life, my ups and downs. Today is a neatherday,,, so hopefully my next blog will be more intersting. In the end a litle bit of me and my family for all of you that does not know us so well. We are a all icelandic family living in Norway for the past 10 years. I am married, with my lovely husband Örn, and we have 5 wonderful kids togeather, 3 girls and 2 boys in the age from 5 to 19. So you can imagen that my home is  never still, and sometimes very busy well most of the time very busy. My dream so at the moment to be able to be almost a stay a home mom... but well that is a dream right... and it will always be just that. At the moment I work in a groserishop... and well it is ok, but not my dreamjob. I really want to have even more responsability but it is limited to what I can do in a small place like this. So my next dream is to move far away from here. Lets hope that my secound dream will come true,, and then maybe my first one will come true as well....
Hope you have a lovely Sunday afternoon, night. Until next time
Birna